This is a hard one for me to swallow. This post is a bit long, so bear with me.
I’m with the majority of our readers. I can’t help it. It’s kind of a dirty word. I’m going to say it anyway: “no easy.
A dirty word, I know. But it is something that, for many of us, we carry with us so we don’t forget. In this case, for many of us, we carry these kinds of thoughts and actions with us so we really don’t have to think about them. We carry them with us so we don’t have to remember. For many of us, we don’t even want to remember.
I don’t like the phrase “dirty words. It implies that we carry them with us so we dont think about them.” But, yeah. Its kind of dirty, yes? Anyway, here’s a little about what I mean.
When I was younger I used to use dirty words around people. I used to use them to make fun of them. I didnt like it because I didnt know what they meant so as soon as I saw them I was like, hey, thats dirty.
A lot of us tend to carry things with us that we dont want to remember. In some cases, this is a deliberate choice. We just carry these things because they are the only things that we dont want to remember. It’s a sort of defense mechanism to help prevent our memories from leaking out and messing us up.
I think the problem is we like to be in control of our memories. But this is an illusion. We are in control of our memories. But we forget it. So the best way to avoid forgetting is to not carry things that you dont know you carry with you. In the case of Colt, he carried a gun. We see that he used to be the head of security for the Visionaries, but something bad clearly happened for him to be trying to murder them all.
The worst part of the “hype” part of this is you have to think about the situation, and not just the person. You need to think about the situation instead of the person, so that they do not see that you are in control of your memories. If you are on a mission to get answers, you should think about what your mission is. Even if you do not know what the mission is, you should know that it is probably a goal you will get from the mission.
The easiest way to go bad, is to remember that you are in a situation, not the person. Just like your body is not the person you are, your mind is not the person you are. You can think about it, but even in your mind, it is not the person you are.